I'm (not) fashionista

Yeah I hate to admited it but I'm so boooring with my self style, since I love fashion blog and know what people wear and curious why they are so fabulous in what they wear, so confident, so perfect, ughhh...oke..oke I need some fresh air *coolingdown*

First of all is my hair, why? I have a long hair but no style at all. I cut my hair more than five month ago...and coloring it three month ago...you can see the grey white hair, all I can do is just do the ponytail style *desparate*

Second is my outfit, why? since I have weight problem, I give up my fashion style under a babydoll syle and for that people always assume I'm a pregnant mom! *Am I that pregnant?*

Third is my shoes, bag, jeans...why? I don't like fake branded from China, I'll choose the affordable middle branded like Mango, Zara, next but still I'm monogamist person who will always wear the goods until I feel icky with that thing.

Ok this is what I feel when I don't have a propriate clothes anymore in my closet. I'm sure I'm not the one in this 'I don't know what to wear' world... :))